if you wonder where the fuck i've been the past year: it was either in bed, school, or on tumblr

I also haven't really been drawing. well ok, that's a lie i sent about 6 christmas cards to friends each with individual silly doodles and i've been doing anatomy practices and shitty portraits but none good or interesting enough to actually submit here

the last year was filled with lots of new tv shows, selfloathing, disappointing and simply causual crying but now i've sort of gained the skill to not care (you know how when people are depressed and their friends try to help saying "just don't let it get to you" and that's totally not helpfull at all because you can't fucking do it? because i can. i don't know why/how though :c)
also i started gifing and i almost took up writing again but ugh too lazy

if you want to know which new fandoms i'm in here is a list

ANYWAY the reason i'm telling you all this is because i'm superproud and superexcited for a new project i've started yesterday. i don't know when i'll have it finished but the first part should be ready tomorrow and maybe i'll even allow myself to copypaste most of the second part idk

i'm just really excited because it's a brilliant idea and i love seeing how much progress i'm doing i mean LOOK AT THIS
on the left you may even recognise the art style i had a year ago - now i draw like this for sketches before i apply anatomy xD
as you might have seen it's castiel from supernatural